scared

Yesterday I didn’t come to work. Im not feeling well. When I woke up I feel like I lifted a van that my muscles are so painful and my back and chest.. when I spit, OMG there’s blood stain in the tissue paper.. I panicked! I went to bed again and pray. What’s happening to me? But this is not the first time, when I spit there’s blood.. I don’t know when it started. It just happens. I just ignore it at first because it wasn’t frequent. But yesterday. Its like 10x it happens. It scares me. I told my mom about it and as usual she got nervous.. so nervous...think im gonna rest from work and all stuff., even blogging???!!!!:'(