welcome to my friend from Singapore.. NICOLE welcome back!!!!
its been 2 long years and im happy your back i hope we can spend time together and oh btw we have wedding to attend to.. on dec. 28..
Congratulation to you my friend JANE! im happy for you... finally found the man who really love you.. (i think so)JOWk.. more kids coz we already know how it feels like to be the only daughter..
i just can believe theyre getting married. looks like im the only single in the group.. ooopsss..... but im happy to stay single... (all my single ladies put your hands up;) na but i am really happy uhm slight happy aboutme being single... hahahahaha. it'll come.. this 2010 i know it, i can feel it...heyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Monday, December 21
Thursday, December 17
ILLUSIONS FOR BREAKING DAWN
two episodes are down and there's 2 more episodes of twilight and were done. sad. but here are some pictures that some of twi-hard fans are imagining to see in the movie, breaking dawn. who wouldn't want to see this steamy scene between edward and bella. and beside these what makes us (fans) go giddy...i didnt post all of the pictures because of its super hot content and i tend to be wholesome..though not. well who cares. but i love the lovescene hanger which makes me more excited for june to come... ECLIPSE
whoever did these.. thanks to yah...
whoever did these.. thanks to yah...
MORE ROB'S PIC
eat your heart out because what im gonna post now are the pictures that might give you a heart attack.. so beware(harharhar) kidding
just mouth dropping and eye popping (kekekekekeke)because we all know that rob is really hot...and also love Kristen's legs...have a dose of....i soo love him here... wen he got out of his car and wear that shirt awwwww...kekekekekeke just want to sing "you take my breath awaaaaaayyyyy"
just mouth dropping and eye popping (kekekekekeke)because we all know that rob is really hot...and also love Kristen's legs...have a dose of....
FUNNY PIX - NEW MOON
Sunday, December 6
ELY BUENDIA IN TARLAC
OMG!!!!!!!wooohhhh i really want to scream at the top of my lungs when i saw Ely Buendia! it was amazing. I mark my calendar just to remember that day it was dECEMBER 06, 2009 AT 12:00AM.. i mean it was my first time to be hanging out at night and girl it was fun. i really had fun.. its all worth it. i sleep around 3am that day. we waited until 12midnight just to see Pupil and Ely. he didnt fail the audience. his really amazing.. he has this sexiness even if his aged.... and dang my cam is broken so i didnt get the chance to record it. we sang/dance to all of their songs. scream even the guys.... it was really awesome. i cannot explain how much im feeling that time.. i dont want it to end... he just perform few songs. i thought at first he couldnt make it because he was like gonna have an attack or something but he finished it with a bang! that night is one of my most unforgettable and happiest moment i ever experience and will always cherish it for the rest of my life... and may i add... I LOOOOOVE YOU ELY
Saturday, December 5
NEW MOON AT LAST!
after 2 weeks i can finally watch new moon. i persuaded my sister just to watch it. we've been through a lot of arguments until she finally gives in..hahahah i won!!! its really boring when you're alone...but its more fun if you have someone to watch with.. especially what your gonna watch is a barkada flick.. and i dont have a bf to be with... im sticking to my movie buddy which is my sister.. tomorrow will be the day..
speaking of vampires (im gonna post pics of new moon after i watch the movie) i also like THE VAMPIRE DIARIES. i love the part where Elena is writing in her diary and the morning (it was in the second episode)Elena and Stefan wake up and tell the line..... "this is the first time for a long time i felt good/complete" the concept are the same in twilight, like The Hot vampire falls in love to a human but they differ as you immerse yourself into the story of Twilight and The Vampire Diaries. Twilight is somehow close to reality while TVD is fiction. Because in TVD Elena died and then resurrected by some kind of power or something... while Bella almost died but recovered because Edward inject his blood to Bella's chest.
But i must say it's worth watching. What can i do? I love the "You and Me Against the World story"xoxo and i have to wait another 365 days before the filming of Eclipse (if ever there is)The Twilight Saga..
speaking of vampires (im gonna post pics of new moon after i watch the movie) i also like THE VAMPIRE DIARIES. i love the part where Elena is writing in her diary and the morning (it was in the second episode)Elena and Stefan wake up and tell the line..... "this is the first time for a long time i felt good/complete" the concept are the same in twilight, like The Hot vampire falls in love to a human but they differ as you immerse yourself into the story of Twilight and The Vampire Diaries. Twilight is somehow close to reality while TVD is fiction. Because in TVD Elena died and then resurrected by some kind of power or something... while Bella almost died but recovered because Edward inject his blood to Bella's chest.
But i must say it's worth watching. What can i do? I love the "You and Me Against the World story"xoxo and i have to wait another 365 days before the filming of Eclipse (if ever there is)The Twilight Saga..
Thursday, December 3
MY NIGHTMARE
Last night I had a dream.. no! its not a dream, its a nightmare. I’ve been keeping this secret for almost a year now. I thought I can get over it. But then last night it was really scary!!! I knew it, I couldn’t escape this unless I’ll deal with it. But how? When the root of my nightmare is something I couldn’t solve? I just wish that everything will be ok and pray that Lord Jesus Christ guide me and protect me from this evil that hovering me. I really couldn’t stop this nightmare...... ill continue you later....
EDWARD, VIRGIN AT 109!
as i was browsing and searching something new in the web. i stumble to this wacky site that leads me to posting this...
he is totally gorgeous and the fact that he reserve his ehehem body for 109 years. imagine!!? hahaha that's really something. you couldnt find a guy like that nowadays... even a 10 year old boy is not that virgin anymore... what a surprise... but as what the picture says: better late than never...;-)
he is totally gorgeous and the fact that he reserve his ehehem body for 109 years. imagine!!? hahaha that's really something. you couldnt find a guy like that nowadays... even a 10 year old boy is not that virgin anymore... what a surprise... but as what the picture says: better late than never...;-)
Sunday, November 29
SIGNS THAT YOUR INLOVE
ok i still couldnt think what will i write today but i found this chain letter from my old documents i read it and i wanna publish it. i dont know who started it. but i didnt wnat to add the post or send it to 15 people blah blah blah... i just get the main topic which is signs that your inlove....
ELEVEN
You walk really slow when you're with them.
TEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.
NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.
EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can't see the other
People around you, you just see him/her.
SIX:
They're all you think about.
FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're
Looking at them.
FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just to see them.
THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your
Mind this whole time.
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you
Didn't notice number seven was missing
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently
Laughing at yourself.
ELEVEN
You walk really slow when you're with them.
TEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.
NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.
EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can't see the other
People around you, you just see him/her.
SIX:
They're all you think about.
FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're
Looking at them.
FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just to see them.
THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your
Mind this whole time.
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you
Didn't notice number seven was missing
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently
Laughing at yourself.
Friday, November 27
NEW MOON!!!!
OMG!!!! NEW MOON is out!!! its been what? 9 days since it was released. but i have to wait till december 6 because i have to wait for my sister. anyways shes my movie buddy... if she's not around i go along. but what the heck of watching movie alone? without a company it'll be just boring. but hey when i first watch TWILIGHT i went in the cinema alone. so maybe because of that i wanted to have a companion.. besides its best watch with friends right?
OBSESSEION
These are the days that I miss my MP5. It’s my sister’s fault.. well me too. In the first place I should’ve never gave it to her. Because I know that she’ll broke it. And now I don’t get to see my obsession…arrggghhh.....im still waiting for episode 8 of autumn's concerto and its killing me..dang it
MY THOTZ(ODD)
just now I stumble to a single forum..tehehehe and I don’t feel like I belong in their world although yeah im still single.. there are just some things you cant control. how I wish I can. But all I can do is wish…wish and wish… because I know that those things will never happen. And at the end of the day im still the one whose hurting.. many times I feel this pain lording in me. A deep feeling coming from nowhere and you don’t know how it will end. All you can do is just stop and stare and envy. Envy those who search and find it. Envy those who have and never lost it. I cant even relate to that word whenever they chat about it. I just rely on the facts i heard, watch and read. but somehow just somehow if i find it. i have so many question. will i keep it forever? will it be sweet or just like the others that didnt end well. will it be the ideal scenario i imagined. how was it like to be.. will he be faithful? am i gona be enough or am i gonna be good for em. sometimes it came across my mind that i'll be happy growing alone. but at the bottom of my heart there's this fear starting to grow. fear of being alone and lonely in the dark. where there's only you, no one you can depend on. no one will take your hand and tell you "its ok, you'll be fine" life really sucks. you cant tell if your gonna be happy or miserable. it doesn't give assurance that when you wake up one day everything's ok..my thoughts that doenst seem to be what you read it to be. its just an abstract of what i feel because i couldnt contain it anymore. i feel like im gonna explode any moment. from these feeling.
Tuesday, November 10
AUTUMN'S CONCERTO!!!!
Ren Guang Xi, a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Cheng, the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Cheng does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Cheng teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Cheng to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child.
Six years pass. Mu Cheng lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Cheng. How will the couple make up for six years of lost time? Happiness, which stop do I alight at?
credits(Synopsis): dramawiki
Sunday, October 11
YOU CAN LET GO NOW DADDY
its a story about a loving father and her daughter. really really touches my heart. i got teary eyed when i watched this vid.. i just hate the latter part.. i had experience that in the hospital room but im very thankful to our LORD JESUS CHRIST because he gave my father second chance to be with us... though different now i am still happy that his still with us..
SIGNS
this is one great story for me so far.
i super love it!!!
it kinda describe me in the first part.
waking up in the morning, going to work. then go home...
the same old routine..but the latter part nope.. didn't happen..yet..
i still hope it will..though at the back of mind (i wish it will for the next days,months,years to come)hehehehehe
Thursday, October 1
MAJA+KIMBUM
goodday!!!!!
long tine no post for the past weeks.. i got busy with many things that i skipped the news about KIM BUM coming here in Philippines. so it turned out that instead of LEE MINHO doing a CF with MAJA SALVADOR they replaced him with KIM BUM!
at least MAJA, KIM BUM is sooo cute.. im envying MAJA for having the opportunity to do a CF with this Hot Korean Actor.. as if i have the opportunity..hehehee
hoPE he'll guest in ASAP my fave show..
im looking forward to seeing him in many tv guestings in ABS-CBN. u rock!!!!!!
long tine no post for the past weeks.. i got busy with many things that i skipped the news about KIM BUM coming here in Philippines. so it turned out that instead of LEE MINHO doing a CF with MAJA SALVADOR they replaced him with KIM BUM!
at least MAJA, KIM BUM is sooo cute.. im envying MAJA for having the opportunity to do a CF with this Hot Korean Actor.. as if i have the opportunity..hehehee
hoPE he'll guest in ASAP my fave show..
im looking forward to seeing him in many tv guestings in ABS-CBN. u rock!!!!!!
Monday, September 14
MAJA SALVADOR & JUN PYO TO DO A PROJECT??!!!!
Maja Salvador, bulilyaso kay Jun Pyo!
Nasa Candelaria, Quezon kami noong Miyerkules kasama ang ilang mga kapatid sa hanap-buhay para sa promo ng Sister’s napkins mula sa Megasoft ni Maja Salvador.
Ring nang ring ang cellphone ko at hindi ko ito masagot. Binasa ko na lang ang message na nagsasabing urgent daw ang tawag at nagbabalita na tuloy na ang pagsasama nina Maja at Jun Pyo sa isang commercial. Balitang-balita raw ito sa Korea at Hongkong, sa mga tabliods na nabibili sa sidewalks.
Ang sabi sa akin ng tumawag (nagkataong siya pala ang nagne-negotiate ng nabanggit na TV commercial,) huwag ko raw munang isulat at baka mapre-empt. Pero, kung nakalagay na ito sa ilang tabloids sa Hongkong at Korea, madali itong mag-spread maging dito sa ‘Pinas kaya kukumpirmahin ko na lang na totoong may negotiation ngang niluluto. Ang problema ay magkaiba ang brand ng inumin na kasalukuyang ini-endorse nila.
Sinusubukan din daw nila na ituloy ang negosasyon. Puwede naman daw kasing ibang produkto na lang ang pagsamahan nila. Iyong walang conflict. Sayang naman daw ang nagastos nila sa nego kung hindi matutuloy.
Mai-imagine n’yo ba ang hitsura ng inyong lingkod na nakikipag-usap sa cel habang nasa gitna ng naghihiyawang fans sa tapat ng Sioland. Tama po ang inyong nabasa. Sio pala ang family name ng may-ari ng department store, si Bishop Ricardo Sio, Mrs. Elizabeth Sio, and their children Kathleen, Emerson, Kharen, Erwin at Eric Sio.
Sa totoo lang, hindi ko masyadong napapanood ang Boys Over Flowers na sikat na sikat nga raw maging dito sa ating bansa. Nasa labas tayo lagi sa mga oras na iyon. Pero, ang mga kasama kong naiiwan sa bahay ay naghiyawan nang banggitin ko ang project. Actually, natulala din si Maja dahil iyon pala ang project na ibinabalita ko sa kanya. Hindi lang namin alam pareho na si Jun Pyo pala ang binabanggit ng kausap ko na Korean actor na makakasama ni Maja sa mga billboards. Inililihim namang talaga ito hanggang sa maluto ang nego. Pero, sa hindi inaasahang pangyayari, lumigwak bigla.
OMG! super duper lucky mAja Salvador. she has a very very very long hair......................... ang haba as in literal na mahaba ang buhok ng lola mo. bonggang bongga talaga...
source: http://www.pinoyparazzi.com/maja-sal...yo-chit-ramos/
Nasa Candelaria, Quezon kami noong Miyerkules kasama ang ilang mga kapatid sa hanap-buhay para sa promo ng Sister’s napkins mula sa Megasoft ni Maja Salvador.
Ring nang ring ang cellphone ko at hindi ko ito masagot. Binasa ko na lang ang message na nagsasabing urgent daw ang tawag at nagbabalita na tuloy na ang pagsasama nina Maja at Jun Pyo sa isang commercial. Balitang-balita raw ito sa Korea at Hongkong, sa mga tabliods na nabibili sa sidewalks.
Ang sabi sa akin ng tumawag (nagkataong siya pala ang nagne-negotiate ng nabanggit na TV commercial,) huwag ko raw munang isulat at baka mapre-empt. Pero, kung nakalagay na ito sa ilang tabloids sa Hongkong at Korea, madali itong mag-spread maging dito sa ‘Pinas kaya kukumpirmahin ko na lang na totoong may negotiation ngang niluluto. Ang problema ay magkaiba ang brand ng inumin na kasalukuyang ini-endorse nila.
Sinusubukan din daw nila na ituloy ang negosasyon. Puwede naman daw kasing ibang produkto na lang ang pagsamahan nila. Iyong walang conflict. Sayang naman daw ang nagastos nila sa nego kung hindi matutuloy.
Mai-imagine n’yo ba ang hitsura ng inyong lingkod na nakikipag-usap sa cel habang nasa gitna ng naghihiyawang fans sa tapat ng Sioland. Tama po ang inyong nabasa. Sio pala ang family name ng may-ari ng department store, si Bishop Ricardo Sio, Mrs. Elizabeth Sio, and their children Kathleen, Emerson, Kharen, Erwin at Eric Sio.
Sa totoo lang, hindi ko masyadong napapanood ang Boys Over Flowers na sikat na sikat nga raw maging dito sa ating bansa. Nasa labas tayo lagi sa mga oras na iyon. Pero, ang mga kasama kong naiiwan sa bahay ay naghiyawan nang banggitin ko ang project. Actually, natulala din si Maja dahil iyon pala ang project na ibinabalita ko sa kanya. Hindi lang namin alam pareho na si Jun Pyo pala ang binabanggit ng kausap ko na Korean actor na makakasama ni Maja sa mga billboards. Inililihim namang talaga ito hanggang sa maluto ang nego. Pero, sa hindi inaasahang pangyayari, lumigwak bigla.
OMG! super duper lucky mAja Salvador. she has a very very very long hair......................... ang haba as in literal na mahaba ang buhok ng lola mo. bonggang bongga talaga...
source: http://www.pinoyparazzi.com/maja-sal...yo-chit-ramos/
BUZZER BEAT TEASER
WARNING: If you have a heart problem dont open this.. You might suffer heart Attack...
I just dig this in ulzzang and it really caught my eyes.. coz this is Senpai Yamapi's best kiss ever.. wahahahaha.. Naoki your one lucky girl...i wonder******************* that i cannot really blunt here in my blog...
I just dig this in ulzzang and it really caught my eyes.. coz this is Senpai Yamapi's best kiss ever.. wahahahaha.. Naoki your one lucky girl...i wonder******************* that i cannot really blunt here in my blog...
MINHO+DARA CF
Annhyeong!!! a very freaking day to all... i started my day well ot so good. but watching this.. vid make my day..
so everyone's talking about Sandara Park and Lee Min Ho's new CF. saying its hot. so im gonna post it here. and be the one to judge.
i still hope its Hye Sun who's in this video but sandara is quite ok..though i really wish it's Hye Sun..Arrgggghh
and here's the Interview of Dara and Minho it features Boy Abunda (hehehe they even mentioned in SNN about this video) and i love Sandara here. she's super lucky and funny...i envy you girl. (even Bianca Gonzales cant take to watch this video coz she's super love Lee Min ho)hope his really coming here in Philippines for Dunkin Donot CF too. wel'' definitely gonna love that. and goodluck sa mga nagdadiet if ever his gonna do the Dunkin Donut CF here..
so everyone's talking about Sandara Park and Lee Min Ho's new CF. saying its hot. so im gonna post it here. and be the one to judge.
i still hope its Hye Sun who's in this video but sandara is quite ok..though i really wish it's Hye Sun..Arrgggghh
and here's the Interview of Dara and Minho it features Boy Abunda (hehehe they even mentioned in SNN about this video) and i love Sandara here. she's super lucky and funny...i envy you girl. (even Bianca Gonzales cant take to watch this video coz she's super love Lee Min ho)hope his really coming here in Philippines for Dunkin Donot CF too. wel'' definitely gonna love that. and goodluck sa mga nagdadiet if ever his gonna do the Dunkin Donut CF here..
HOTTEST VAMPIRE BOYFRIEND
Who's the HOTTEST?
As if it wasn't already impossible to avoid the living dead in pop culture these days, along comes The CW's new "The Vampire Diaries" to -- ahem -- drain more blood from the genre. And although the young-adult novels that inspired the series were published way back in 1991 -- years before Sookie Stackhouse or Bella and Edward were created -- we can't help but compare the show to the popular "True Blood" and "Twilight." Here's how all three stack up against each other.
Vampire Boyfriend
"True Blood": Bill is a Civil War vet and Sookie's neighbor.
"Twilight": Edward is a dreamy high school student with a big family.
"Vampire Diaries": Stefan is a renaissance man from classic Italy.
WINNER: Edward. He's more appealing than Stefan and carries less baggage than Bill.
Shape Shifter Guys
"True Blood": Sam's a sweet bar owner who can turn into any animal.
"Twilight": Jacob's a werewolf who is totally in love with Bella.
"Vampire Diaries": Stefan's brother Damon is not only a vamp, but can also turn himself into a scary crow.
WINNER: Jacob. This good-hearted Native American boy only turns himself into a vicious killer to protect his loved ones.
The Romance
"True Blood": Sookie loves Bill, but it's slightly a strange love given that his blood saved her life and may have put her under his thrall somehow.
"Twilight": Bella and Edward are complete and utter soul mates, determined to be together for all eternity.
"Vampire Diaries": Elena is torn between two brothers that she's attracted to.
WINNER: "Vampire Diaries." Elena's is the classic love story, and what girl wouldn't want two hot siblings vying for her love?
The Vampire Rules
"True Blood": The bloodsuckers on this show abide by most of the common vampire rules: They can't go out in the sun without turning into a fritter, can be killed by stakes or by being beheaded, need to drink blood (though synthetic is acceptable), have super speed and can fly (at least some can).
"Twilight": While you could kill one of these vamps with a stake, the sun is not their enemy in the traditional sense of the word. They don't get burnt to a crisp; instead, they get all sparkly in the sunlight.
"Vampire Diaries": These vamps can go out in the sun, but only when wearing a special piece of jewelry that keeps them safe. They like to drink blood and try to keep their identities a secret.
WINNER: "True Blood." We prefer our undead to be creatures of the night. Call us old fashioned.
By the Book?
"True Blood": It hits some of the major plot points and character traits, but has gone its own way and invented new characters, kept some alive and embellished a lot of details.
"Twilight": It's extremely loyal to the books -- painstakingly so, as the fans quibble over any slight alteration or omission.
"Vampire Diaries": Based on the first episode, it's very loyal to the book, but the producers are going to have to do a lot to stretch this into a weekly series.
WINNER: "True Blood." We like the fact that the show is willing to take chances with the source material that usually pay off.
source: yahoonews.com
As if it wasn't already impossible to avoid the living dead in pop culture these days, along comes The CW's new "The Vampire Diaries" to -- ahem -- drain more blood from the genre. And although the young-adult novels that inspired the series were published way back in 1991 -- years before Sookie Stackhouse or Bella and Edward were created -- we can't help but compare the show to the popular "True Blood" and "Twilight." Here's how all three stack up against each other.
Vampire Boyfriend
"True Blood": Bill is a Civil War vet and Sookie's neighbor.
"Twilight": Edward is a dreamy high school student with a big family.
"Vampire Diaries": Stefan is a renaissance man from classic Italy.
WINNER: Edward. He's more appealing than Stefan and carries less baggage than Bill.
Shape Shifter Guys
"True Blood": Sam's a sweet bar owner who can turn into any animal.
"Twilight": Jacob's a werewolf who is totally in love with Bella.
"Vampire Diaries": Stefan's brother Damon is not only a vamp, but can also turn himself into a scary crow.
WINNER: Jacob. This good-hearted Native American boy only turns himself into a vicious killer to protect his loved ones.
The Romance
"True Blood": Sookie loves Bill, but it's slightly a strange love given that his blood saved her life and may have put her under his thrall somehow.
"Twilight": Bella and Edward are complete and utter soul mates, determined to be together for all eternity.
"Vampire Diaries": Elena is torn between two brothers that she's attracted to.
WINNER: "Vampire Diaries." Elena's is the classic love story, and what girl wouldn't want two hot siblings vying for her love?
The Vampire Rules
"True Blood": The bloodsuckers on this show abide by most of the common vampire rules: They can't go out in the sun without turning into a fritter, can be killed by stakes or by being beheaded, need to drink blood (though synthetic is acceptable), have super speed and can fly (at least some can).
"Twilight": While you could kill one of these vamps with a stake, the sun is not their enemy in the traditional sense of the word. They don't get burnt to a crisp; instead, they get all sparkly in the sunlight.
"Vampire Diaries": These vamps can go out in the sun, but only when wearing a special piece of jewelry that keeps them safe. They like to drink blood and try to keep their identities a secret.
WINNER: "True Blood." We prefer our undead to be creatures of the night. Call us old fashioned.
By the Book?
"True Blood": It hits some of the major plot points and character traits, but has gone its own way and invented new characters, kept some alive and embellished a lot of details.
"Twilight": It's extremely loyal to the books -- painstakingly so, as the fans quibble over any slight alteration or omission.
"Vampire Diaries": Based on the first episode, it's very loyal to the book, but the producers are going to have to do a lot to stretch this into a weekly series.
WINNER: "True Blood." We like the fact that the show is willing to take chances with the source material that usually pay off.
source: yahoonews.com
Saturday, September 12
SOMETHING ABOUT 10%
so as i was watching Dahil may isang ikaw. i find what Ella told to Miguel romantic. well its kinda hopeless romantic. "that only 10% of people find their one true love and lived happily like those in fairytale. isnt true or false? well for me its TRUE. like 90% dont end up with the person they really, truly love. and some even ended being an old maid. single forever. some say its ok to be single as long as you have a career, friends and everything but what if you dont have a career friends.. my oh my im just being EMO again..what i want to say is that why do we have so suffer loneliness?? i mean i dont understand why some people dont see you like the way you want to? they just see right through you. they dont appreciate what you do and who you are. or maybe its just me who cant appreciate those people around me and i dont see that person who's staring afar from me. (if there's really someone staring..hehehe) living in this world is so hard. that sometimes i want to be invisible or runaway far never go back again. how i wish i could turn back time so i can rearrange my life the way i want to.. but of course its impossible!!!! i live in a box. these 4 walls of box that doenst open. it has a barrier that cannot be open.. unless there's someone who will have the gut to break that barrier that's the only time that i can see the light.. light or maybe happiness or whatever...whew its just hard for me to accept that i ended up like this.. do i sound remorse? yes i think so... that's why i want to be alone...my head is full of anxiety and everytime i close my eyes i dont know what to expect....loneliness,pain,failure,envy or mabe happiness this time?! i hope so.. how i wish...
Monday, September 7
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