SOMETHING ABOUT 10%

so as i was watching Dahil may isang ikaw. i find what Ella told to Miguel romantic. well its kinda hopeless romantic. "that only 10% of people find their one true love and lived happily like those in fairytale. isnt true or false? well for me its TRUE. like 90% dont end up with the person they really, truly love. and some even ended being an old maid. single forever. some say its ok to be single as long as you have a career, friends and everything but what if you dont have a career friends.. my oh my im just being EMO again..what i want to say is that why do we have so suffer loneliness?? i mean i dont understand why some people dont see you like the way you want to? they just see right through you. they dont appreciate what you do and who you are. or maybe its just me who cant appreciate those people around me and i dont see that person who's staring afar from me. (if there's really someone staring..hehehe) living in this world is so hard. that sometimes i want to be invisible or runaway far never go back again. how i wish i could turn back time so i can rearrange my life the way i want to.. but of course its impossible!!!! i live in a box. these 4 walls of box that doenst open. it has a barrier that cannot be open.. unless there's someone who will have the gut to break that barrier that's the only time that i can see the light.. light or maybe happiness or whatever...whew its just hard for me to accept that i ended up like this.. do i sound remorse? yes i think so... that's why i want to be alone...my head is full of anxiety and everytime i close my eyes i dont know what to expect....loneliness,pain,failure,envy or mabe happiness this time?! i hope so.. how i wish...