FUGLY ME

had a headache last night.. i feel nauseous.
so i sleep early...
i hadnt watch any kdrama :(

and now i feel like sulking.
i know im not the ideal g.
im not suppose to demand or to expect
that he will come to me and make my dreams come true.
but why do i have this illusions of him..
i keep comparing myself to mya, i know, i know
i cant help it, i feel like she's more fortunate that i am
eventhough she's living in the ways of this world.
things are not going in my way, eversince

so i need a good ol' drama that would make me cry out loud
so i can vent my frustrations and all the things i've been keeping

yeah, im just soo good of keeping a secret to myself...

I KNOW HE'S WAITING

inspired to write something to you. i dont know why..

i read from Gerald's POV.. 

"never look for god face, it will turn old one day,

never look for a good skin, it will wrinkle one day,

never look for a hot body, it will change one day,

never look for a nice hair, it will turn white one day,

but look for a loyal

that will love you EVERYDAY."

If you pray hard to our Lord Jesus Christ

He will give you that person

who will love you truly..

just as you want to be loved.TRUE..

oh shoot.. i forgot im not asking Him to give me that  kind of guy.

because i believe that i wouldn't find someone that fits for me.

i'll end up alone because there are some things that has to be consider.

i know im being pessimistic now but what can i do that's how i feel.

watching too many dramas may lead to this kind of thinking

being ideal to what LOVE is all about,

RELATIONSHIP that you want to build.

lucky are those who find their partner that would make their lives fulfilling.

my horoscope says that i love the idea of being in love and that

i love the concept about love

its just that i havent got to experience it and will never 

because those things to consider are secrets that can never be told....

kekekeke..there goes again me being melodramatic..

NAMPYEON?!

SERIOUSLY?!

me getting a namja is not that easy!

you cant just shop a namja in the store to be your nampyeon...

you should consider his status, many things to consider like his

work, family background, religious beliefs, etc.

and if he likes you! that's the most important!

more, having a family is a big responsibility and am not ready for that.

to age like this, i know its hard but

it doesn't mean that im lonely if im single,

 if only "kyeoron" is like choosing a dress in a closet

if it fits, then buy it...

people ask when will i settle down..why cant i find a namja?

hello!? am i some sort of fisherman to go fishing in the ocean?

the hell you care, its my life so what if i end up old maid  for the rest of my life! so waaaaaahat!

I KNOW HE'S WAITING FOR ME-LA DIVA

i like the lyrics of this song..

KING 2 HEARTS

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

okie now im good..

Im soo hook to KING 2 HEARTS. i cant believe that i'd be shipping this pairing, on the contrary nope..im still team KIM JOWON-GIL RAIM. but i also cant resist the cuteness of LEE SEUNG KI..oh gosh dramaland is making me  go crazy that i always yell in front of my TV every night that makes me a total lunatic because i think im the only one doing this kind of stuffs..

THIS REALLY CRACKED THE HELL OUT OF ME...

PLUS HA JI WONNIE is uber beautiful. she doesn't seem to be a 35 year old unnie. she doesn't age. i wonder what's her secret..^___^

I also love her voice, and her sexy physique.

LEE SEUNG KI as JAE HA is so mean to Hang A. poor Hang A always crying because she's like me?! NBSB? awkward when it comes to dating..kekekke

i wonder why Kick @ss girl like Hang A falls for @sshawl  Jae Ha?! *confused*